My future

It was the darkest night I had ever seen and the rain was hitting the windows. In my room the small lamp was shining as bright as the sun. I was sitting t my desk when my mother suddenly appeared at the door asking me "What do you want for dinner?" "Nothing," I replied. At that moment I was full of thoughts.

I could tell you what I thought about but it isn’t really important. Nevertheless,

I need to tell someone. I had hardly ever thought about going to college,

but every time I thought about it, I felt that it wasn’t my way. 

It was still raining. Should I go to college? 

Even if you don’t want it, only because the education system says it’s for the best? 

My mother came back. She didn’t go to college and I believe she’s happy. 

Anyway, I’m young and so I want my future to shine as bright as my little lamp does. 

It's my way. It's my line. I will know how to continue if I don’t lose myself first. 

The rain had stopped and I hadn’t realized. 

I had stopped the moment I stopped worrying. 

Then the moon took over the night.